WHO AM I

Who am I?
Slaver or lover?
Captor or suitor?
I don't even know.

I am dark.
Loyal to my Master,
My Sovereign,
And yet…

I am light.
Falling head over heels,
For my true love,
But still…

Who am I?
Slaver or lover?
Captor or suitor?
I don't even know

I cannot betray Him,
The one who saved my life.
I owe him my allegiance.
I pledged my loyalty.

But I only ask why,
Why I have to fight her.
The one who understands me,
My one and only true love.

Who am I?
Slaver or lover?
Captor or suitor?
I don't even know.

She threw everything away,
She threw me away,
Like a worthless piece of garbage!
WHY???

But she defended her friends,
Wanted her freedom,
In spite of it all, she fought Him.
WHY???

Who am I?
Slaver or lover?
Captor or suitor?
I don't even know.

My Lord demands her head.
My heart demands her love.
I can't even tell her,
Else I'd have to rebel as well.

Who am I?
Slaver or lover?
Captor or suitor?
I don't even know.

I don't want to betray Him,
Yet how can I hurt her?
He will destroy me,
If I disobey.

Who am I?
Slaver or lover?
Captor or suitor?
I don't even know.

One look of pure hatred,
From her, my love.
Or an eternity,
Of suffering.

Please, someone tell me why.
Why is it I?
Why must I decide this?
Someone tell me.

Who am I?
Slaver or lover?
Captor or suitor?
I don't even know.

Should I follow my heart?
Or follow my orders?
What should my Reality be?
Will my Dreams ever come true?

Who am I?
Slaver or lover?
Captor or suitor?
I don't even know.

And yet I realize,
The answer is plain.
I'll let my heart lead the way,
This is WHO I AM.
I finally know now.